This may sound like a very girlie thing to say, and I am not sure how guys would relate to that statement at all. I think that most guys would just break up with their partner, and accept that they are in love with somebody. Women are different and I think that we would spend hours talking about our feelings, and analyzing them. Anyway, that is what we do when we have our escorts in London nights out. Do we do so too much? I really think that we do, and I would love to be a bit more get up and go about my men. A bit like I am with the guys I date at London escorts.
I am not sure why I cannot be more forward with the guys I date in my private life. For some reason, I am okay with the guys I date at London escorts, but away from escorts in London, I seem to be this nervous wreck who cannot handle men very well at all. A couple of weeks ago, I met my boyfriend’s cousin and fell madly in love with him. Now the question is what I should do about it. Should I tell my boyfriend? Will he think I am a slut or worse call me a prostitute because I’m a sexy escort in London who every guy would love to fuck. Knowing full well the two are not the same but hurling abuse just to hurt me.
Talking about it seems to be doing no good at all. It is a little bit like I am making a mountain out of a molehill, at least that it what it feels like to me. One of the girls here at London escorts has suggested that I am not in love with a person, I am in love with the concept of being in love. It could be true, I know that I have the habit of falling in love with my gents at London escorts, and then falling in love with someone else.
I do get a buzz out of falling in love, and I think it is true for most women. As a matter of fact, I think that most London escorts have a thing about love. All of the girls that I know at our London escorts service, do have a thing about falling in love. Perhaps that is why we are escorts, we like to be people pleasers, and part of that process probably means falling in love. It is like a little switch goes off inside of us, and we are in love.
So, are my feelings for my boyfriend’s cousin real? I am not sure that they are, and that is why I have not said anything to my boyfriend. The girls here at the London escorts service know about them, but they have urged caution. Perhaps this is just a fleeting thing, and it will all be better tomorrow like I keep telling myself. I have not seen him for a week, and to be honest, I am beginning to feel a little bit removed from him. Maybe it is just one of those things, I found him attractive but I guess that could be it.